Oderint dum metuant

Author: Azzy
Archive Warning:Major Character Death
Fandom:Batman – All Media Types
Relationships:Dick Grayson/Jason Todd, Constantine/Dick Grayson
Characters:Barry Allen, Damian Wayne, Alfred Pennyworth
Additional Tags:sequel to Furores, Alternate Universe – Zombies, Mental Illness, Coping with Grief
Summary:Dickie returns to the alternate reality where Jason lost his mind, Damian is just lost, Tim is found, Dickie is resurrected – and Constantine saves the day. SEQUEL TO FURORES (read that first or none of this makes sense)
Notes:Alright so I missed writing zombie AU. The title is loosely translated to “Let them hate, so long as they fear”, this quote has always been attributed to Caligula, but he actually ripped it from someone else.

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Author: Azzy
Beta: Anne/Asylumfarm
Archive Warnings:Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Rape/Non-Con
Fandom:Mass Effect Trilogy
Relationships:Kaidan Alenko/Male Shepard, Kaidan Alenko/Miranda Lawson
Characters:Kaidan Alenko, Kaidan Alenko’s Mother, Kaidan Alenko’s Father, Henry Lawson, Steve Cortez, Karin Chakwas, Ashley Williams, James Vega
Additional Tags:the mother of all AU, Dystopian future AU, Master/Servant, not to any extend a bdsm fic, the master servant dynamics is taken quite literally, Ambiguous/Open Ending, Dubious Consent, dubcon, Sexual Violence, brain washing, Bittersweet Ending, Really Bad Decisions, immature characters, Stockholm Syndrome?, Forced Marriage, Hurt/Comfort, no space travel, No Reapers, Alternate Universe – Teenagers
Summary:John Shepard needs to get away from the slums, he does the only thing someone in his situation can do – sell himself into a two year servitude.
Notes: I do realise that it doesn’t speak well for a story when you have the urge to explain it beforehand, but honestly I do. This is just a silly story which is a mix between 50 shades of grey, a Handmaids tale and the winter soldier. Seriously – I am not here to write a story about reality, but a weird type of fever dream instead. Ergo, none of anything written in this story is written to be realistic, not even close.
Thank you to Anne Sturtevant for the beta job, you save my grammar and my sanity. ūüėČ
And thank you to HeavenOnFire for the awesome artwork, and for constructive feedback allowing me to edit the story into something better. You are awesome. Please go visit her HERE
This story is written for the mass effect big bang 2018
You can find a play list HERE

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Title: Sleepwalker
Author: Azzy
Archive Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Major Character Death
Category: M/M
Fandoms: Dragon Age (Video Games), Dragon Age: Inquisition, Dragon Age: Origins, Dragon Age II, Dragon Age: Origins – Awakening
Relationships: Male Inquisitor/Dorian Pavus, Fenris/Male Hawke, Nathaniel Howe/Male Surana, Male Warden/Cullen (Bromance – flirting)
Characters: Male Trevelyan, Male Hawke, Male Warden (Dragon Age), Dorian Pavus, Cullen Rutherford, Cassandra Pentaghast, Blackwall | Thom Rainier, Clarel de Chanson, Fenris (Dragon Age), Carver Hawke, Nathaniel Howe, Alistair (Dragon Age), Justice Anders (Dragon Age)
Additional Tags:Ambiguous/Open Ending, Headcanon, steaming mess, every pairing is implied
Summary: The Warden-Commander Surana travels to Skyhold with Carver Hawke, hoping to get help from the Inquisition to find out why every single Warden hears the calling. Warden-Commander Surana is sure there is dark magic in play.
Notes: So this is my silly headcanon, and really I have been staring at this story for so long that I decided to just upload it – even without an actual ending, hoping it would motivate me to finish the plotlines I laid out. It would maybe make sense to read the other story I wrote about my Warden-Commander Hashim Surana – you can find that here. I took many, many liberties with canon, and well… come at me bro. As I said, just me goofing about. All pairings in this story is implied. I am planning a second chapter, but as I said, I thought it was stupid to just sit here and stare at it, besides it’s been ages since I uploaded a chaptered story – bout time, don’t you think?¬†Before anyone kills me, then MY headcanon since DA:O has been that Cullen is about as straight as a pretzel – v. surprised at Bioware’s decision.
Should you happen to read this and have an idea of something you’d like to see, do shoot me a line, either as a comment, pm or email. Come on man, motivate me – please? Also it is not betaed, all mistakes are mine and there are plenty I am sure.


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prompts table

I realise prompt tables was something we did back in the LJ days, but I can’t help but get a little nostalgic finding a prompts table I made for this journal back when I started it, and was WAY more active in fandoms than I am now.. Well maybe someone can use my ‘DIRTY ANGELS’ table that I made. If you use it, please let me know, I’d love to see what you come up with.


001. Scabs. 002. Lady. 003. Chocolate. 004. Wings. 005. Dream.
006. Together. 007. Away. 008. Shadows. 009. Watching. 010. Twist.
011. For the kill. 012. Crooked. 013. Virus. 014. Erase. 015. Bleak.
016. Before. 017. Phoenix. 018. Without. 019. Behind it all. 020. Encore.
021. Distorted. 022. Learning. 023. For you. 024. Leap of faith. 025. Untrue.
026. Polished. 027. Unfelt. 028. Liars. 029. Skin. 030. Sacrifice.
031. Sharpen. 032. High. 033. Sometimes. 034. Vain. 035. Drink me.
036. Eat me. 037. Useless. 038. Signs. 039. Ripe. 040. Masks.
041. Play. 042. Fight. 043. Stumbling. 044. Sober. 045. Kiss & tell.
046. Flight. 047. Stale. 048. Forgotten. 049. Forgiven. 050. Predator.



Did you ever read my story ‘Don’t Be Afraid?’

Some years ago I wrote a MEBB story called ‘Don’t be Afraid’ – you can find it here .¬†So I was playing State of Decay when I got the idea for it, and because I just replayed that game, I couldn’t help but to take some screenshots of the scenarios.

For some odd reason I didn’t get screenshots from the military camp where the story begins, because that is also very much in the story and the game. Anyways, I just thought it was sorta funny and wanted to share.

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Come as you are.

author: Azzy
warning: none
rating: Mature
fandom: Batman: Arkham (all media)
characters: Jason Todd/Dick Grayson
Summary: Grayson discovers that Bruce has kept Jason hidden at Arkham City and never told anyone that Jason was in fact alive, and swept the entire Arkham Knight incident under the rug.
AN: So Heavenonfire wrote this awesome Thexan/Arcann fic and I was bribing her into writing me some more, I told her I’d write her anything she wanted, and she said she wanted Jason/Dickie, and that she wanted Jason to give one of his weird-ass love confessions, and a happy end. I tried to add that =) (so she is the only reason it’s a happy end, cause yeah I would not have ended this like that otherwise).
In this story Batman arrested Jason as he defeated him as the Arkham Knight. He never told anyone who the Arkham Knight was. And also Knightfall never happened.

Betaed by Asylumfarm.

You can find a playlist here 8-tracks


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Canis Canem

author: Azzy
warning: none
rating: Explicit
fandom: Mass Effect trilogy/Elder Scrolls V: Skyrim
characters: Kaidan/M!Shep
Summary: When the leader of the Dark Brotherhood chapter in Dawnstar is murdered under strange circumstances, it leaves the chapter in the hands of John Shepard. He is young and inexperienced, and hardly a candidate to fill the vacuum of power. The Nightmother conveys through the listener, a strange request; to kill an ally and recruit a man they never heard of.

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